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tired to the bottom of my heart

wuih................. i feel very tired now....really so tired everysecond i face this matter !!!!!!!!!
i would like to put a white flag one step above my head...or just grip that string.......
really curious about someone is good but i cant wait for the longer time anymore.....
i give-up already to handle this matter and really difficult to understand....
i can't stand it anymore.....God please help me to overcome this feeling.....
i dont know how to overcome this .....i dont know what should i do again to show my sincereness to him...
quiet tired...tired... tired.... about all this stuff.....
it is suck and i really hate this occasion.......
God pleasee help me a lot with your soft answer....


amen ,......in the name of Jesus.....i pray.....


I NEED A BANDAGE FOR MY WOUNDED HEART

thinking of the IT guy

hmmmmmmmmmmm......just thinking a simple thing makes me dizzy for a moment
Sometimes it makes me crying or upset for a while, somehow it makes me smile as well when i tried to remember.....It will take time either for a longer time or a short time....I dont know exactly....
He might be busy everysecond and could not decide or think about my statement..
Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh its very difficult occasion i think.....can't talk out so many things inside my mind....can't express about anything that i kept here in my computer brain hahahhahahahha.
What a confuse view i have now....really miss him so much and does not have any encouragement to call him......The IT guy really could not be understandable....difficult means the way they are thinking is not easier.....unpredictable,hiding,considerate,private,cool and really aloof ......maybe????
hahahahahha.
what i have to say again about that guy.....

One time at The Legian Bali

owaaaahhhhhhhh, what i have to say to describe about that meeting ?
hmmmm, one time i gaze him , i feel the soulful feeling . He is so kind person i think.
I did a walk along the corridor with him and i did conversate as well.
I don't know how to describe all this stuff since i dont know also to express all things in my mind.
He lives so far and miles miles part away from me and i don't know to reach him..
well, if he knows about my feeling, i will be happy eventhough i could not talk directly with him.
You are everywhere and hope you will know someday and really could appreciate my feeling.
Amen for that.

pulsate

always be pulsate when would like to speak to him

always be pulsate when would like to make a call

always be pulsate when would like to send an email

always be pulsate when would like to send a message

always be pulsate when would like to try to remember

always be pulsate when would like to write the poetry

always be pulsate but mix with a smile when all things become a story that rounds in my mind...

my Providence

My shelter
My shepherd
My protector
My pious leader
Everysecond i need a tranquility
I trample the earth that you created before you create me
All my life is toward you
Prosperity is yours
I need a prodigy to fill my soul
My Providence knows the profound of everybody's heart